Let me begin with my grand dad's blessings !

To my Jeeva thatha..

Its been more than a month,

But  youre not here to be with!

The very thought  makes me feel very bad and

Could not even think that youre not here with me!

Never ever have imagined  this  thatha.

I really miss you to the core and need you

 but I think god needs you more than I do !

It pains like hell and it hurts to the extreme

 i suffer  ur absence

I've never felt bad for anything else like I do now

I cried an ocean of tears,

 I feel so empty

It is so tough to find you missing here.

Am  Angry that u left me..

how dare you leave me just like that thatha?

Such a heart break after what happened

and I don't know how I am going to cope up

Dint you think of me who will  keep on thinking you n missing you?

You know This wound, it hurts so bad

Every little thing comes into mind

I tease you... i fight with you... i trouble you... i make fun of you...

But do you know, i love you   and still have loads of love for you!

I have things to do for you thatha but you dint give enough time .

Always, you have been the matchless person to me..

You fight with me me but never have yelled  at me ..

You rag me but never have worried i get angry..

You   convince me but never have blamed even for my mistakes..

You appreciate me for my little doings..

You advise me against my angry behaviour..

You encourage me to do things beyond my level..

You understand me when i am out of sorts..

Above all you enjoy to do my work  for me ..

The smile on your face , The way you look in things,

Still I bear in mind.

your presence here roams around and it never leaves alone.

but i’l take this

 it is time that you can finally stop worrying about us,

and the time to rest.

Things  may get better, but time cannot take away

the memories and happiness you gave!

And  The only thing that is keeping me going through all this is

 you trust me  that i will accomplish things you had to do...

I will do but  please be with me jeeva thatha...

luv

Dharun